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fenozepam
09 December 2011 @ 02:30 pm
My body is on strike against me. I am imprisoned by a subjugating tiredness.
 
 
fenozepam
23 September 2011 @ 03:14 pm
The glare of the moon's sepulchritude...
(Salman Rushdie's word again)
 
 
fenozepam
21 August 2011 @ 05:01 pm
Reading my own blog from a few years back and cringing a good deal while doing so.

It is interesting how over the years you become who you are not.
 
 
fenozepam
16 March 2011 @ 04:26 pm
Beaten up by sleep unslept. Every bone of mine broken.
Waiting for the fog to lift.
 
 
fenozepam
15 February 2011 @ 01:16 am
Car crashes in my dream. Waves and waves of blood.
 
 
fenozepam
09 February 2011 @ 04:26 am
"Insomnia was still her most attentive, cruellest lover, demanding and possessing her selfishly whenever he chose to do so. "
Salman Rushdie, Shalimar the Clown
 
 
fenozepam
29 January 2011 @ 10:58 am
Waves of inner tiredness drowning me. But my mind's eye lies wide open, like the punishing light of a single neon lightbulb in the cell of my skull.
The cockroaches of busy thoughts scurry over the rotten walls.
 
 
fenozepam
14 January 2011 @ 07:40 pm
There I was on the doorstep, still struggling with the inner demon of sleep.
 
 
fenozepam
16 December 2010 @ 09:03 pm
So sick and sad I cannot speak.
Life lies heavy. Strangles me from the inside.
 
 
fenozepam
18 October 2010 @ 09:23 pm
Je suis la sort de personne qui peut avoir de la chance pendant des mois pour finalement, en deux décisions désastreuses, détruire toute la construction encore branlante.

Why, life, are you so cruel to me?
I am already on my way...